well... I don't know where to start.haha... but lately, I've become obsessed with Doctor Who. Which is, seems like I never obsesssed with a fiction this much. I read a lot of books, watched a lot of TV shows and movies, but never really attached like I'm with DW. And what kinda scaring me, sometimes, it feels real. My friends, especially my close friends is start to notice that I'm talking about DW too much, well... they're just jokes and laughs about it though. thankfully they understate it was a part of me. So that's maybe not my biggest concern. But eventually, in a past few weeks, I kinda relate anything in my life to DW theories, like when I'm on my college restroom and the lights are blinking, I'm thinking about weeping angel and for a few seconds I'm getting a bit paranoid. when I read a news about collapsed roof on Grand Indonesia's 7/11, I automatically think about cyberman. And when in one of my class and I saw a metal residual (which when I thougt again, it looks like an unused lamp holder) I poke my friend who also a DW watcher (but not as crazy as me) and said "hey look! It's chameleon arch!" and one day, when I just watch almost the whole season of DW in ONE DAY, at nigt I hallucinating that I saw TARDIS in a rooftop.

Well... What worries me is, in fandom, there's a lot of fan that already lost grip, and thought that DW is real, even some of them make it like their religion. No, I'm not judging them. It's their life. I just don't want it to happen to me. I want to keep a healthy obsession. Yes, it was one hella awesome show, but I have life outside it.

So....?